Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Feels like I'm on the right path...

My last post was my letter to the universe and I'm happy to say that the progress has begun. Since my last post things have been a bit stressful where I've consumed myself with more worry and stress then I can handle. First off my puppy has been battling health issues which put a great stress on me because he's my baby boy and I don't like to see him suffer. Financially things have been a struggle and now at the point where there's no money coming in I've had to find ways to make some cash here and there while actively looking for work.


Fast forward to today May 30,2012 I'm happy to say that first off my puppy is doing a lot better his blood tests came out good no major illnesses. He has to be on a special diet and supplements but I thank god that he is doing well. Second I'm happy and great full that I received a call back from an interview I went to last Friday and I started training at a new job today. It's a blessing that I was able to land this employment opportunity at this time where I'm in a pinch and can look forward to a steady income for the time being not to mention the commute is only 15 min away. This past month has really felt like God is testing my strength I've literally felt broken praying for the day that I don't have to worry. I may have fallen and tripped once again but I don't care how many times I may fall I'm gonna keep getting up.


I've been given a new path and I'm taking it as far as I can and going to learn as much as I can along the way. I still have my dreams in hand that I refuse to give up on and I'm going to keep pushing forward with my dreams.


For anyone out there that is going through a tough time and can relate, don't stand still and wait for something to happen. Keep moving forward and make something happen for yourself don't wait for someone to do it for you, any progress big or small is always a step in the right direction and lays the foundation for something greater. Your efforts don't go unnoticed, what we put out comes back full circle so get out there and set goals. Be determined and stay positive and watch the good things that will happen.


Always remember be great full for your loved ones,friends & family because I know for a fact that if it wasn't for my family and good friends that encourage and support me I don't think I could be as strong as I am.


Once again I send Blessings and Hugs to everyone that may be reading this and might be going through tough times keep in mind we all need each other. 


Jenny Jenn

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

My letter to the universe

Wow! just noticed that it's been some time since I've last logged onto my blog site and updated anything. Unfortunately I can honestly say the reason has been because I have lost my focus and I'm little by little regaining it back. I've had that the "I'm strong and I can do this" attitude for so many months and I felt like I could over come anything. I had my focus I was moving forward studying graphic designing and continued to grow my cupcake business with new ideas and ventures. However at some point I've begun to feel myself fallen and feeling defeated because I'm constantly worried about money and a steady income. I've never been in this position before I've always worked and now at this point where it's been a little over a year that I'm struggling to find work I'm screaming HELP! from the inside out. I've put a lot of time and effort into my design work and cupcake business to keep me motivated and thus far it's getting me by.


I continue to fill out applications and submit resume after resume with the hope that my efforts will soon pay off. And at this moment while writing I'm suddenly taken back to conversation that I've once had with 2 of dearest friends who have always shared the greatest advice with me. We've discussed what we want for our future, our hopes and our dreams and in order to achieve greatness we must release our hopes and dreams to the universe. If you release your greatest hopes and dreams to the universe then it becomes relevant and the progress of making those dreams come true can begin.


This blog post serves as my release to the universe and my progress can continue although I may have hit a little road block I'm building my bridge and I'm gonna make it.


I'll continue my graphic design work and my cupcake business because it's what I love to do not to mention both have grown tremendously since I first started and I love to see the progress. Another thing I'm actually pretty darn proud of myself for is that I've always been a lover of music and have always admired the craft of DJing. I can always remember family parties I was always the "DJ" as my cousins would say because I would always provide the music.I've always wanted turntables and a mixer and always wanted to learn how to mix but never really went for it. This is why I believe in the fact that you have to put all your hopes,wants and dreams out into the universe and watch and see what happens.
I wanted turntables,a mixer and I wanted to learn to spin and guess what... with the help and encouragement from my great support system I've got my turntables and my mixer and I've been practicing in my bedroom for a few years now. I'm now able to start recording my mixes and share them every now and then just for fun and the love of music. It may sound silly to some but... all I know is that I feel like it's a great accomplishment because it's something I've always wanted to do.


I'll end this post with a Hug to anyone out there that might read this, sometimes there's those days where we all need a hug.


Sending Hugs, Love and Blessings to All


Jenny Jenn

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