Welcome Back!

I've been away from my blog for way too long just by what i see was my last entry.

However i do find it ever so amazing to reflect as to where i was at my last post. I think a lesser women would have cracked which i can say i probably was before.I built up amazing streangth with the obstacles I have faced just a short time ago. I've overcome some things i never thought I could. I'm in a much better place now financially my cupcake business is expanding, i continue to work on taking more DJ gigs and  i work fulltime. "Sky is not the limit for me baby!"  I want it alllll allllll alll!

I'll have so much more to share with the cucake business growing so much exciting news and content to share.

Stay tuned got so much fun interesting exciting content to share.

Jenny Jenn is back!!!

Feels like I'm on the right path...

My last post was my letter to the universe and I'm happy to say that the progress has begun. Since my last post things have been a bit stressful where I've consumed myself with more worry and stress then I can handle. First off my puppy has been battling health issues which put a great stress on me because he's my baby boy and I don't like to see him suffer. Financially things have been a struggle and now at the point where there's no money coming in I've had to find ways to make some cash here and there while actively looking for work.


Fast forward to today May 30,2012 I'm happy to say that first off my puppy is doing a lot better his blood tests came out good no major illnesses. He has to be on a special diet and supplements but I thank god that he is doing well. Second I'm happy and great full that I received a call back from an interview I went to last Friday and I started training at a new job today. It's a blessing that I was able to land this employment opportunity at this time where I'm in a pinch and can look forward to a steady income for the time being not to mention the commute is only 15 min away. This past month has really felt like God is testing my strength I've literally felt broken praying for the day that I don't have to worry. I may have fallen and tripped once again but I don't care how many times I may fall I'm gonna keep getting up.


I've been given a new path and I'm taking it as far as I can and going to learn as much as I can along the way. I still have my dreams in hand that I refuse to give up on and I'm going to keep pushing forward with my dreams.


For anyone out there that is going through a tough time and can relate, don't stand still and wait for something to happen. Keep moving forward and make something happen for yourself don't wait for someone to do it for you, any progress big or small is always a step in the right direction and lays the foundation for something greater. Your efforts don't go unnoticed, what we put out comes back full circle so get out there and set goals. Be determined and stay positive and watch the good things that will happen.


Always remember be great full for your loved ones,friends & family because I know for a fact that if it wasn't for my family and good friends that encourage and support me I don't think I could be as strong as I am.


Once again I send Blessings and Hugs to everyone that may be reading this and might be going through tough times keep in mind we all need each other. 


Jenny Jenn

My letter to the universe

Wow! just noticed that it's been some time since I've last logged onto my blog site and updated anything. Unfortunately I can honestly say the reason has been because I have lost my focus and I'm little by little regaining it back. I've had that the "I'm strong and I can do this" attitude for so many months and I felt like I could over come anything. I had my focus I was moving forward studying graphic designing and continued to grow my cupcake business with new ideas and ventures. However at some point I've begun to feel myself fallen and feeling defeated because I'm constantly worried about money and a steady income. I've never been in this position before I've always worked and now at this point where it's been a little over a year that I'm struggling to find work I'm screaming HELP! from the inside out. I've put a lot of time and effort into my design work and cupcake business to keep me motivated and thus far it's getting me by.


I continue to fill out applications and submit resume after resume with the hope that my efforts will soon pay off. And at this moment while writing I'm suddenly taken back to conversation that I've once had with 2 of dearest friends who have always shared the greatest advice with me. We've discussed what we want for our future, our hopes and our dreams and in order to achieve greatness we must release our hopes and dreams to the universe. If you release your greatest hopes and dreams to the universe then it becomes relevant and the progress of making those dreams come true can begin.


This blog post serves as my release to the universe and my progress can continue although I may have hit a little road block I'm building my bridge and I'm gonna make it.


I'll continue my graphic design work and my cupcake business because it's what I love to do not to mention both have grown tremendously since I first started and I love to see the progress. Another thing I'm actually pretty darn proud of myself for is that I've always been a lover of music and have always admired the craft of DJing. I can always remember family parties I was always the "DJ" as my cousins would say because I would always provide the music.I've always wanted turntables and a mixer and always wanted to learn how to mix but never really went for it. This is why I believe in the fact that you have to put all your hopes,wants and dreams out into the universe and watch and see what happens.
I wanted turntables,a mixer and I wanted to learn to spin and guess what... with the help and encouragement from my great support system I've got my turntables and my mixer and I've been practicing in my bedroom for a few years now. I'm now able to start recording my mixes and share them every now and then just for fun and the love of music. It may sound silly to some but... all I know is that I feel like it's a great accomplishment because it's something I've always wanted to do.


I'll end this post with a Hug to anyone out there that might read this, sometimes there's those days where we all need a hug.


Sending Hugs, Love and Blessings to All


Jenny Jenn

Sharing Positivity and Music

After hours of Designing I decided to take a break and play on my turntables, set my iphone to record the audio because I wanted to hear the playback. I love music and always have, I feel like I'm an artist by nature and I like to express it in every way I can.

Sorry there are no visual effects but hope you enjoy the positive messages

Thanks you for taking the time to listen!

A Fresh Start...

Over the past year I've faced a big life changing experience and next month will mark the one year mark when I lost my job. At this time and over the past couple of weeks I've taken the time to reflect on a lot that's happen through this year I have learned so much about myself and can admit I have had my weakest moments but I'm clearly becoming stronger then I've ever been. I feel like this was my Life test that God placed in front of me and said ... " C'mon I know you can do it so let's go time to get this show on the road"

The adjustment wasn't easy at first there was the major shock as far as my income and the first thing that came to mind was "How am I going to survive off of this income?"

The loss of my job became an extreme reality to me and as an extreme reality the daily routine I was once accustomed to was no longer something I had to do anymore. Literally I was FREE from the corporate world now it was my choice to jump back into that routine or really take a step back and decide if I'm going to work at fulfilling my dreams this was it it's now or never. I felt like God is giving me this opportunity to change my life because subconsciously it's what I've wanted but just have always been to afraid to admit.

So it began my days would no longer consist of waking up at 5am to drive in traffic for almost 2 hours to get to work for 8 hours and then drive home in traffic again for 2 hours. If I were to add all those hours up "Damb that's alot of time I spent wasted that got me nowhere" and I could choose to look at the negative side of the situation but... I can't look on the negative side of things in order to move forward I'm choosing to look at the positive side. Working at a young age I've gained experience and gained a good work ethic and I learned to be a professional first and foremost in everything I do.

I have goals and dreams I want to fulfill and I've never taken the time to pursue them out of fear of not knowing how to fulfill my dreams and stay committed to my job, I always had that little ounce of fear that would pull me back just as I was about to venture out.

Now fast forward to the present just about one year later I may not be as far along as I want to be with my goals but I'm definitely heading in the right direction and everyday I'm making progress. My extreme love for music and art has place me in two directions first I'm venturing out as a freelance Graphic Designer and I'm loving and learning every minute of it. Second I love music and I continue to work on my DJing even if it's only in my bedroom that also serves as my Creation Cave for the time being.

Through this process I've learned that there is nothing wrong with wanting to fulfill all of your goals God gave us talents and ... "Damb it!" if I have 20 God given talents I'm going to use all of them to the best of my ability.
I'm proud to say that I'm truly happy with where I am even though it's been a scary venture and at the moment even though things may not be perfect I'm positive that everything is going to get better and I will get to where I want to be.

I've surrounded myself with amazing friends who share the same views and values I've cut ties with ones that I can no longer tolerate the negative effect that they would bring. My family is amazing and have been my strongest supporters and I'm truly blessed with amazing friends and family.

CHEERS to new beginnings and continued progress and success.

Jenny Jenn :)

"Your life is the manifestation of your dream; it is an art. And you can change your life anytime if you aren't enjoying the dream" ~ Don Miguel Ruiz